I’ve come to the conclusion that if I remain busy, as I usually am, loosing weight isn’t a problem. But, things have been aEaster Breakfast with Jenny little bit slower for me as of late – which has forced me to slow down – and that means nothing to do on the weekends. When I have nothing to do – I want to eat. After all these years of trying to lose weight, I’ve found that I eat when I’m bored. Now, my therapist would say that this is still considered emotional eating because the boredom masks itself as something else. If I have nothing in front of me to do, then I may be left to deal with myself – apparently, keeping busy all the time, keeps me from dealing with me. And, a minute alone with myself with nothing to do – I believe that I’m bored, but, in fact, my thoughts may start becoming about me (and we can’t have that), so, to get away from them – I eat.

Emperor Anton BunnyBut, I made it through the weekend without too much damage. It was Easter and we committed to go to the Emperor’s father’s house for Easter dinner on Saturday and they had the actual Easter Day dinner at our house on Sunday. The Saturday dinner was fine – I don’t have a problem with overeating when I’m out with family, because I’m usually too nervous to eat too much. But, Sunday was at home, and even though I ate more than Saturday – I’d still consider it all to be under control. All in all – it was only two meals without Jenny.

The Saturday dinner was the traditional ham dinner, with a hash brown potato casserole – very fattening and yummy, but I only had a very small amount. Then a 7 layer salad – also very good, but a small portion. My mother brought dessert – Banana Split Cake – Excellent choice and again – seriously fattening, but only a tiny piece.

Sunday, came with candy-filled Easter baskets for the kiddies – and I wasn’t even particularly tempted. Dinner was chicken salad sandwiched (one of my specialties), my grilled potatoes with onions, spices and olive oil – another specialty of mine and my mother made a Jewish Apple Cake for dessert – which was incredibly good.